semi unemployed...

and not the least bit worried about it!

ever have a job you truly hated? that would describe my current (until friday) state of employment.

 i am currently working in a feed mill - i know, bad enough, right? - 

anyways...i have NEVER worked at a place that was more disorganized, under manned and with such screwed up priorities, than this place.

sooo... long story short - i have been there 6 weeks and since week 2, have walked around every day mentally practicing my "i quit" speech... and i have almost quit EVERY day since then. i'm not talking about an "i'm putting in my 2 week notice" speech - i'm talking "walk into the office and saying 

i'm done... right NOW

" speech.

3 days ago, i called a friend who does snow plowing and asked if he might have a job for me this winter... he said "possibly" - so i went to work the next day and gave my 2 week notice. sure, it's a gamble, but it's also a chance i'm willing to take at this point.

should i not happen to be working by oh, say december 5th or so
 - i will be re-enrolling in college and studying an as yet to be determined major. 

good or bad - smart or dumb... that's my plan. 

sometimes you just have to do what you have to do to keep your sanity and a feeling of being in control of your own life.

i also plan on trying to get into radiology school in the fall.

and finally, since there is only one person who reads this... i hope you are doing well - i miss our talks.