whether it's writing or drawing...
i don't seem to have anything anymore -
and i find that seriously disturbing!
you have to understand - i'm a doodler, a scribbler... a fairly deep thinker - and lately
I GOT NOTHIN' - AT ALL!
i want to draw, blog, come up with something creative for a facebook post even, but every time i sit down and try... it's a blank sheet of paper, screen, etc for what seems like forever.
the rational part of my brain blames it on the fact that i'm not working and have absolutely no social life at this point, therefore i really get no "stimulation" throughout my days - the irrational part of said brain blames it on age and a loss of "hope" per se...
anyways... i guess this is an attempt at getting back into the swing of things - and one of those rants i said i might post from time to time.
if you "listened", thanks... if not maybe i can use this a cathartic thing and kick my own-self in the ass and actually use it as motivation... we'll see what happens.
